Pray for humanity.

Hi mum, sorry I cannot come back home today after the concert, see... things got complicated in there, none of us who were dancing and laughing were expecting what happened.
Do you remember when I was a child and you used to decide what kind of clothes should I wear that day? Well... today someone else made the decision for you, for me and for our surrounding.
They have decided that I musn't keep on breathing, that I'm a chosen one to honour someone who is called God. They have decided that you ,from now on, cry  everyday hugging my pijama, and that our relatives had no strenght and no attitude and they didn't feel like celebrating Christmas within a month. They have not want me to sleep in my bed tonight and the thruth is that here on this corner and with my own blood around it's pretty cold... now I miss the soup you make for dinner in winter.
When you begin receiving news about me and my friends you are going to get so sad, and even though you will have not answer, you are going to wonder a thousand times 'why'.
I know I promised you that I would call you when I went out the party, but I have not had time to see the face of the one who was killing me.
It was so noisy, the las thing I have heard before falling to the ground has been my friend screaming, then I don't remember anymore, just a hard pain that made me lose consciousness.
Mum you will be called to identify my corpse, so remember I'm wearing my favorite jacket and that my tattoo is in my right wrist.
Please, don't never forget the sound of my laugh, my fixation for going out with my unmade bed everyday. I know you will miss me and I know I will miss you too. I had no opportunity to tell you how much important you were to me, that's why I let you this message now, because I know you and when it is 11:00 p.m. and I'm not at home you get worried.
I'm so sorry I cannot save yourself this annoyace, I wish I could tell you face to face what I have just seen.
Remember now you must be so strong, more than ever, I will always be by your side.
I will love you forever, mum. Don't be awake waiting for me.